The Natural Resound- Born Ear to Sound

There had been a period of at least five years where I had kept my feelings on the inside regarding the college hate crime I suffered, and that was after being insulted and discarded by friends, who all thought I was overly complaining and mentally deranged.  I became afraid to speak about it, and while thinking about it continuously, I kept my emotions aside from everyone and stopped socializing with all the people that reminded me of the event.  I wanted to clear my head up.  I wanted to leave and come back with a measured distance to all these so called friends, explaining my core feelings, and what had upset me.  I was baffled and hurt, altogether becoming suicidal as to having to live and deal with a conspiracy out of college theatre, one people obviously deny to this day. Though perspectively, they always touch base with me on the subject every time it comes up, as I am typified as always complaining about the same thing.  Nothing happened they say inter...

When enough people hate an individual, it can cause that person to experience loneliness. It's a science of cause and effect, of course taking into consideration the details of personality, psychology, and the disposition towards their environment when it happens. Alienation is the only due estimation here. As it occurs, feelings of insecurity(lack of confidence), anxiety issues, and poor overall performance(as a persons' well being is socially benchmarked). The powers of the social imagination work in favor of the antagonists or hateful group, as they talk and express their annoyances regarding the individual, capitalizing on his absence. They share their philosophies on how to deal with him, and the power of their idea to rise against the individual, leads him voiceless in this society. It is apparent that the only people who have identified with him, have also agreed to ignore him, badger him, and lie to him. People are ruled by the laws of irony, and some will assert...

In the event that I am not allowed to be acting, strictly given that this is because the school dislikes me, and we are aware that we got this far because they are jealous of me; what happens, hypothetically, if I were to ignore this and act anyways.   This is where it went, I stood up for my right to act, and the dean turned it against me; she said if you act poorly you will face escalated consequence. Again, this factor of the vague escalation, only attributes itself with the original consequence I was told I would suffer(apart from being disallowed to act) which is an unknown.   When a dean misleads a man(student) to believe he has committed a crime, and that he will suffer from dealing with a criminal record for the rest of his life, without going so far as to say why, or what the crime is, we can only speculate as to why the man feels threatened or believes her, considering the amount of doubt anyone would raise in having heard this story. This is where influence is held...